a Photoshop merge of 3 film shots.
Happy Birthday Jude!
You’re only dancing on this earth for a short while
And though your dreams may toss and turn you now
They will vanish away like your daddy’s best jeans
Denim blue fading up to the sky
Cat Stevens: Oh Very Young
When the still sea conspires an armor
And her sullen and aborted
Currents breed tiny monsters
True sailing is dead
And the first animal is jettisoned
Legs furiously pumping
Their stiff green gallop
And heads bob up
Poise, delicate, pause, consent
In mute nostril agony
Carefully refined and sealed over
The Doors: Horse Latitudes.
life is whatever you want it to be.
life is a reflection of your past.
life can be a journey, a destination, or a road to nowhere.
but above all, your life is all your own.
I should have known better than to try. Now, my life is a ruin, a shell of what it once was and a pale shadow of what it could possibly have become. I’ve lost everything in the pursuit of unattainable double happiness. Breath deep and smell the futility 😉